People Are Stupidly Good at Making Mistakes

Do you guys ever feel like you guys know that something is not about to go well if you do certain stuffs, but then you keep on doing that? Thoughtlessly? Without a second thought?!! Somebody’s heart is gonna break. And you are about to regret what you’ll do. Days and nights. But still, you can’t hold yourself back from doing that?

Even the most sensible person can be thoughtless some of the time. I do totally agree with the opinion. Still, is that the case? It’s 11 in the evening, dark and cold and drizzling, and I’m not quite sure myself.

Honestly, I found it hard getting the answer myself. Ended up to a deep conversation with couples of friends. And at the end of the line, we all shared a common answer on what the real matter is.

Ego.

That was that. Ego drives us crazy. And thoughtless. And inconsiderate. Most of the time. Shortly, sending us to lose the mindfulness of others. The need to satisfy the self is leading us to the deepest of hell. Regret.

So sorry. I’m not here to share some good stuffs like how to cope with ego and else. It’s way too much burden for the kind of me to handle to be honest. I get my hands full of myself after all.

What Ego always tells us is to get the answer of every matter, immediately, and not the solutive solution. And that is tempting for sure. We then rush. Wishing for every problem to get solved the exact time it comes to the surface.  Fully aware of what it may cause, yet we don’t care of things. We regret the stuffs, but we hurt people already. And most importantly. We forced somebody to change, and we don’t want the change. Is that all? Well, you know life has never been that easy on us. After that mistake, all we can think is how to make up the mistake and rush and another mistake hits you hard for the second time, and third and forth.

It’s over.

Painfully, for

It’s over the way you don’t want it to.

Well, still, it’s funny tho. By the time I put all the shits here into words, I know that I still am gonna get slipped a lot of times down the road.

Well yeah, people are stupidly good at making mistakes. And I’m that one stupid brat.